Pray for baby Camille

i know you're still in the hospital as i am writing this...

i was on the phone with you yesterday. i could tell inigo was crying.

i could feel the pain in your voice.

i could sense the helplessness in your words.

and i had all those feeling overwhelmed me after our short talk.

you must have cried a river, maybe an ocean, by now.

i am sad, not just for you but also for us here.

i wanted so much to be there for you.

but distance seems to be a hindrance between us.

yet distance won't stop us from being there for each other.

we've tested that before. we've surpassed this distance between us.

you were there for me when i was in my lowest.

you were a shoulder to cry on, ears to scream at...

have i said thank you for that?

i guess it doesn't matter.

we know we're each others' strength in our times of weakness.

you've heard it a million times, i know.

everything happens for a reason...

God just must be testing your faith even more...

for what reason, i don't know.

"why us?", you might ask.

go ahead ask. go ahead question Him.

scared you might be for asking "why?"

but you're only human. you're a mom.

there's an answer there somewhere, somehow.

when?

where?

why?

only time could tell...

if you feel like nobody seems to listen,

i'll ask the question for you.

if tears seem to be draining you out,

i'll cry for you.

if you don't know seem to feel anything anymore,

i'll take the pain for you.

i wish i could answer them all for you.

i wish i could cry enough for you.

i wish i could ease the pain for you.

one thing for sure...

prayers could move mountains,

prayers could shorten distance,

prayers could answer questions,

prayers could give us miracles.

love & prayers for baby camille's miracle...